Shadenfreude is JOY in Pain or Pain in Joy.

What a terrible word this is and yet it is so TRUE for when a woman gives Birth there is Much Pain and tearing and suffering and yet, as soon as that little Bundle of Joy emerges, all the pain and suffering is forgotten in the Pleasure of Holding and Looking and carressing that little Bundle that is now within the Light. So when I look at the world and see so much suffering, I am reminded that it is but temporal Pain and suffering that brings the Beauty of God in US to the Front after the sacrifice where the gestation varies from person to person dependant on external factors of acceptance of Bismillah and Qaballah NAME of this 358 that is the 296 as the 37x8 of Infinity to be used as Base of the TREE and the Bismillah with 19 Letters to give 786 as the second supernal that is OVER IT ALL of Sura 74:30 and as given by Solomon to us as the Archetypal Sheba Queen within each in that QUEST for this HOLY GRAIL to get it that we desire as of 1Kings 10 that it can be placed in our Constitution (Sura 27:30) that we can BECOME as ONE (John 17:22) with Jesus Christ as He is with the Father in US after the FIRE BIRTH to BECOME after much suffering and Pain within this Below where I have broken so much Bones in my Body for which to give eternal THANKS to this NAME in my Forehead as the ETERNAL (not the artificial) Phylactery or Tephellim of the Jews.